An update?

Hello,

I kind of forgot I had a blog. Heh! Well, seems like as good a time as any to do an update. I think something I'm getting used to is that I'm never really a person who 'wows' people. I've been very impressed with the people who do take an interest, because they're always extremely cool and interesting people. But most people: "that's nice." Even if it's not supposed to be nice. *sigh*

I think a lot of it might have to do with my personality, which is not very 'zazzy' I guess.

Perhaps if I keep trying, I will become good enough that I can't be ignored any longer. Until then... blegh.